Pity Party

So I am in a mood today... life is same as always - no real bad things happening... just one of those days that are in need of a pity party. I have poured a glass of red wine, indulged in chocolate cheesecake from the worlds best bakery and now I am venting all my ridiculous "issues" on my blog before slipping into a great book about the Holocaust (cause lets face it - even if I had big problems, they are NOT hiding in an attic to save my life kind of problems!)... some people sing, some dance to lift their spirits - I indulge my obnoxious behaviours of poor me and get over it by morning... but that's morning - tonight is my pity party and I'll pout if I want to! Pouting is a nice start - followed by stomping, growling and the occasional crying episode if the case requires it. Crying isn't required today - just pouting and growling (and wine and cheesecake! But, I could do wine and cheesecake while I am in a GREAT mood too!)
Why I am upset isn't all that important, aren't you suppose to ask yourself "in 5 years will this matter?"... and it won't - right now, yes, it matters! Hence the pity party! The usual culprits, snow is on the ground too early - I work too many hours - I am tired when I get home... blah blah barf! I am boring myself even typing it! There are a few others. but nothing worth writing for the world to see.
Okay - so heres the deal -- tomorrow is a new day/today is a gift, that's why its called the present (those kinda contradict don't they?) But, alas, my book is calling to me... I will be looking at the world with fresh eyes by morning!